Life is still not perfect or I can say the way I wanted it but it’s definitely better than before. This peaceful silence feels like heaven. Maybe I didn’t gain too much in my life but I removed a lot of toxicity and negativity. I feel safe and protected, rooted in this present moment. I forgive and let go of everything that holds me back from achieving something new. I like to have quality people in my life so I surround myself with people who loved me and appreciate me, accept me for who I am. Their love, support, honesty, and loyalty make my life easy. But no matter how many people love you, you should never stop loving yourself. So, I never forget that I have a responsibility toward myself. Sometimes I feel hunted by the memories and trauma. Sometimes It feels like nothing is gonna alright but then I have faith in myself that I will make everything all right because now I know I am strong and brave enough. I know I can do this. If I can come this far then I can go further. I chose to believe in myself. Now I choose where I should give my energy and time and where not. Because If I give my energy to those things that aren’t worthy then I will not have the energy and time for those things that I really want to do. I am working on my dreams and doing something which I really love to do. I accept myself the way I am and shut down all the voices telling me what I should be. I don’t care anymore if I am not fit into your frame. I know I am different and I have no issue with it. My body and my mind are my concern, not anyone else. My mental and physical health is my priority not what others say. I keep reminding myself I am not responsible for everything and everyone. I can’t do everything for everyone. So, stop worrying about people and things. Let life unfold its own way. There was a time when the thought of being alone scared me but now I feel comfortable with it. I don’t count myself in a group anymore. I am individually living on this planet. No one is responsible for my life. I utilize and enjoy my alone time. I am aware that the journey of growth is continuing and I can feel the changes. Sometimes these changes make me uncomfortable but I know growth will make me strong. I am willing to see how and where I need to change. How I can improve myself and become a better person. I am grateful for this life. I am grateful to be exactly where I am in my life.

TheSparklingWords • Anushree Vaishnav

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